An award-winning podcast on the relationships we have with our mums (or moms if you're not British). Paul Reza Afshar explores the wonderful and sometimes weird ways our mums make us who we are today with famous faces from the BBC, The Witcher (Netflix) and ITV, opening up about the relationships with their mums. Over the course of a light-hearted 40-minute conversation, ‘My Mum Made Me’ explores the wonderful ways in which mums make successful actors, athletes, authors and activists, told through their childhood stories. Behind every successful person is a magnificent mum, with all her love and eccentricities. And alth...
S2 E23 · Sun, July 09, 2023
Actor Eamon Farren from Netflix show The Witcher talks about how his relationship with his mom, Roslyn, shaped the actor he’s become and how she fought off death to see him collect his first television award. Rosyln has now unfortunately passed and Eamon shares the beautiful memories of his beautiful mother, including how he found 'The Book of Eamon' after she had died. About Eamon Farren and The Witcher Dive into Eamon Farren's portrayal of Cahir in The Witcher, as we unravel his compelling performance in the hit Netflix series based on Andrzej Sapkowski's book series.Introduction:Eamon Farren has garnered significant acclaim for his portrayal of Cahir in the immensely popular Netflix original series, The Witcher. With its massive following and roots in Andrzej Sapkowski's renowned book series, the show has captivated audiences since its release in late 2019.The Complex and Layered Performance:Farren, a talented Australian actor, expertly brings depth and complexity to the character of Cahir, a Nilfgaardian soldier tasked with tracking down the powerful sorceress, Ciri. Initially presented as a ruthless and calculating antagonist, Farren skillfully unveils Cahir's multi-faceted persona as the story progresses, providing insight into his motivations.Emotional Range and Transformation:What sets Farren's portrayal of Cahir apart is his remarkable ability to convey a wide range of emotions. While initially cold and calculating, his character undergoes a humanizing transformation as the show unfolds, and Farren masterfully captures this evolution. With profound sadness and regret, he navigates Cahir's inner turmoil, having realized that he was deceived by those he once considered allies.Physical Presence and Martial Prowess:Beyond his acting prowess, Farren possesses a commanding physical presence, making him a formidable figure on screen. He flawlessly embodies Cahir's martial prowess, delivering captivating action sequences that enhance the overall viewing experience.Beyond The Witcher:In addition to his standout performance in The Witcher, Farren has made notable appearances in other popular TV shows like Twin Peaks: The Return and Showtime's Penny Dreadful. His talent has also extended to the silver screen, with roles in films such as The Great Gatsby and XXX: Return of Xander Cage.Conclusion:Eamon Farren's exceptional acting skills and dedication to his craft shine through in his portrayal of Cahir in The Witcher. His ability to convey a wide range of emotions, coupled with his physical presence, has cemented his status as a standout performer. As his fan base continues to grow, it will undoubtedly be fascinating to witness the future roles Farren embraces, solidifying his status as a versatile and talented actor.
S2 E22 · Mon, May 29, 2023
Shohana Sharmin Death isn't scary to Shohana. She faced her mum's passing by starting a podcast about grief (Finders Grievers) and an on-stage comedy revue "Dead Parents Society". She is resilient, she is brave and she is a brilliantly witty queer Muslim woman of colour who talks openly and with words of wisdom about her mum's passing six years ago. More about Shohana Shohana Sharmin is a Bangladeshi-Canadian emerging comedian, writer and theatre artist. Born and raised in Bangladesh, Shohana is a proud Muslim queer woman of colour. She is a recipient of the 2020 Queer Emerging Artist Award at Buddies in Bad Times Theatre. Shohana is the creator and a cast member of the critically acclaimed award-winning dark sketch comedy revue "Dead Parents Society." She is an alumna of Buddies in Bad Times theatre’s 2019 Emerging Creators Unit (under the mentorship of Catherine Hernandez of b current), Nightwood Theatre’s 2019 Young Innovators program, and b current Theatre’s 2019 bcHub Emerging Artists cohort. Shohana presented her first solo show "Come Here Often?" (directed by Akosua Amo-Adem) as part of 2019 Queer Pride at Buddies in Bad Times theatre. Her written works have been published in several publications. She is a former Featured Player at the Bad Dog Comedy Theatre, and an alumna of the Second City’s Improv and Longform Conservatories. She has performed in comedy and theatre festivals across North America. In non-pandemic times, she can regularly be seen performing across Toronto with her award-winning troupe Not Oasis (2017 The Toronto Fringe Patrons Pick, NOW Critic’s Pick). She wishes she could be more like her mother. Visit Dead Parents' Society on Social Media https://twitter.com/dpssketchshow https://www.instagram.com/dpssketchshow
S2 E21 · Mon, May 15, 2023
Part II of II. What makes Josh Jones a Gobby Manc Princess? The TV funny man gets a lot of his sense of humour from his mum. But in spite of being Manchester's favourite "gobby princess" it's him who's more prude than his mum. 8am nights out, making fun of mum on the telly and more in this episode of My Mum Made Me. Josh Jones - The Comedian Who Captivates Audiences Worldwide Josh Jones, born in Salford, Greater Manchester, England, is a fast-rising star in the world of comedy. With his unique wit, charm, and relatable humor, Jones has captivated audiences on the global stage. This comprehensive biography delves into his early life, breakthrough moments, and rapid ascent in the comedy world. Early Life and Beginnings in Comedy Born in 1990, Josh Jones grew up in a working-class family in Salford. As a child, Jones' passion for comedy was ignited by watching iconic British comedy shows and stand-up comedians. He studied drama and theatre at Salford City College before embarking on his comedy career. In 2015, he began performing at local comedy clubs and quickly gained a reputation for his natural comedic talent. Comedy Style and Influences Jones' comedy style is characterized by his relatable storytelling and quirky observations. His humor often draws on his working-class background and LGBTQ+ experiences, making his performances both engaging and thought-provoking. He has cited comedians such as Victoria Wood, Peter Kay, and Sarah Millican as significant influences on his comedic approach. Breakthrough and Success on the Comedy Circuit Josh Jones' big break came in 2017 when he won the prestigious Frog and Bucket World Series comedy competition. This triumph propelled him into the limelight and led to appearances at major comedy festivals, such as the Edinburgh Fringe Festival and the Leicester Comedy Festival. Jones has since become a regular on the UK comedy circuit, captivating audiences with his vibrant stage presence and razor-sharp wit. Television and Radio Appearances Jones' success on the comedy circuit opened doors to TV and radio appearances. He has appeared on popular shows like BBC Two's "Live at the Apollo" and Channel 4's "8 Out of 10 Cats." Additionally, Jones has been a guest on BBC Radio 4's "Comedy Showcase" and Absolute Radio's "The Jason Manford Show." Awards and Accolades Josh Jones' comedic prowess has not gone unnoticed. He has received numerous accolades, including the Chortle Student Comedy Award and the Leicester Mercury Comedian of the Year Award. Jones was also named one of the British Comedy Guide's 'Best Newcomers' in 2019. Future Projects and Performances Josh Jones continues to tour, sharing his unique brand of humor with fans worldwide. As his star continues to rise, fans eagerly await news of his next projects, including potential comedy specials and acting roles. In Summary Josh Jones has e
S2 E20 · Mon, May 08, 2023
Part I of II. When I told Josh Jones that when I was 11 my mum asked me and my sister to, upon her death, bury her biodegradably in the local park, he had some sage advice. Don't do it... one of the funniest men I've ever spoken with and self-confessed Gobby Manc Princess, Josh Jones.... Josh Jones - The Comedian Who Captivates Audiences Worldwide Josh Jones, born in Salford, Greater Manchester, England, is a fast-rising star in the world of comedy. With his unique wit, charm, and relatable humor, Jones has captivated audiences on the global stage. This comprehensive biography delves into his early life, breakthrough moments, and rapid ascent in the comedy world. Early Life and Beginnings in Comedy Born in 1990, Josh Jones grew up in a working-class family in Salford. As a child, Jones' passion for comedy was ignited by watching iconic British comedy shows and stand-up comedians. He studied drama and theatre at Salford City College before embarking on his comedy career. In 2015, he began performing at local comedy clubs and quickly gained a reputation for his natural comedic talent. Comedy Style and Influences Jones' comedy style is characterized by his relatable storytelling and quirky observations. His humor often draws on his working-class background and LGBTQ+ experiences, making his performances both engaging and thought-provoking. He has cited comedians such as Victoria Wood, Peter Kay, and Sarah Millican as significant influences on his comedic approach. Breakthrough and Success on the Comedy Circuit Josh Jones' big break came in 2017 when he won the prestigious Frog and Bucket World Series comedy competition. This triumph propelled him into the limelight and led to appearances at major comedy festivals, such as the Edinburgh Fringe Festival and the Leicester Comedy Festival. Jones has since become a regular on the UK comedy circuit, captivating audiences with his vibrant stage presence and razor-sharp wit. Television and Radio Appearances Jones' success on the comedy circuit opened doors to TV and radio appearances. He has appeared on popular shows like BBC Two's "Live at the Apollo" and Channel 4's "8 Out of 10 Cats." Additionally, Jones has been a guest on BBC Radio 4's "Comedy Showcase" and Absolute Radio's "The Jason Manford Show." Awards and Accolades Josh Jones' comedic prowess has not gone unnoticed. He has received numerous accolades, including the Chortle Student Comedy Award and the Leicester Mercury Comedian of the Year Award. Jones was also named one of the British Comedy Guide's 'Best Newcomers' in 2019. Future Projects and Performances Josh Jones continues to tour, sharing his unique brand of humor with fans worldwide. As his star continues to rise, fans eagerly await news of his next projects, including potential comedy specials and acting roles. In Summary Josh Jones has emerged as a bright star in the
S2 E19 · Mon, May 01, 2023
Screen star Sydney Mae Diaz's first love is his mom, Clara. But having worked alongside Christopher Waltz it's clear who his second is... In Part I we talked Sydney's achingly cool mom Clara - so cool she busted him out of school and drove him 2 hours for a gig. In Part II we talk about Sydney's role on The Consultant, being a one-take wonder with his audition tape and having Fresh Prince of Belair's "Aunt Viv" play his mom on screen. Sydney also starred in HBO Gen Z drama Genera+ion about a group of Orange County high school students exploring love, sexuality, friendship, and family while living in a conservative community. He plays J, a thrill-seeking stoner with impeccable wit. Waltz, winning roles and imaginary weddings in this episode of My Mum Made Me.
S2 E19 · Mon, April 24, 2023
Sydney Mae Diaz has just finished starring alongside Christopher Waltz in hit Prime TV show "The Consultant" & takes a break to talk to us here at My Mum Made Me (or Mom if you're from the US like Sydney). Sydney grew up in Queens NY but his mom Clara hails from Cuba. Like host Paul Afshar, Sydney has the unique flavour of being raised by an immigrant parent in an English-speaking country, and all the fun, frolics and frustrations that come along with that. Sydney's mom is no doubt cool - she busts him of out school to drive him two hours to music gigs and they chat everyday. Sydney also starred in HBO Gen Z drama Genera+ion about a group of Orange County high school students exploring love, sexuality, friendship, and family while living in a conservative community. He plays J, a thrill-seeking stoner with impeccable wit. We talk screen tests, out-of-town gigs and proud moms in the first part of this two part episode of My Mum Made Me.
S2 E18 · Fri, April 14, 2023
Listen to Part II of Jonathon's heartbreaking and inspiring story of surviving abuse on My Mum Made Me, where he shares his experiences of growing up in a household filled with violence, emotional abuse, and neglect. Jonathon's dad's beatings were violent and sustained and left such a scar on his memory that he still recounts them to this day. The head trauma suffered by his mom was so severe she developed ALS** - from which she tragically died. Nursing her in the final part of her life took its toll on Jonathon, but it's a part of their time together from which he still finds glimpses of joy and hope. Discover how Jonathon found hope and healing despite the trauma he endured and how he turned his pain into a positive force for change and the adult he has become today. **(Amyotrophic lateral sclerosis (ALS), also known as Lou Gehrig's Disease, is a rare neurological disease that affects motor neurons)Discover how Jonathon's life changed when he was removed from his dangerous home environment and placed in the care of loving adoptive parents. Learn more about the effects of child abuse and the importance of adoption in providing a safe and stable home for vulnerable children.
S2 E16 · Sun, April 09, 2023
Listen to Part I of Jonathon's heartbreaking story on My Mum Made Me, where he shares his experiences of growing up in a household filled with violence, emotional abuse, and neglect. A phone call one night from his birth mom to her cousin warning of danger changed Jonathon's life forever, removing him from a household used to violence, emotional abuse, and neglect. Jonathon's story sheds light on the devastating impact of domestic violence on children and how it can lead to long-term trauma. Discover how Jonathon's life changed when he was removed from his dangerous home environment and placed in the care of loving adoptive parents. Learn more about the effects of child abuse and the importance of adoption in providing a safe and stable home for vulnerable children.
S2 E10 · Fri, March 31, 2023
Simon Cowell once described mindreader and hypnotist Tomas McCabe as having "something really special", but his mum Pauline knew that anyway. She grew up in the UK and went on to receive an OBE for her work with the Northern Ireland Policing Board from Prince William. In this episode of My Mum Made Me we talk swapping trousers with Stephen Mulhern, Meryl Streep, Love Actually in bed on Boxing Day and never being grounded.
S2 E14 · Sat, March 25, 2023
In part I Simon revealed that after being kicked out by his mum aged 15, and sleeping on the streets, he attempted reconciliation but to no avail. In this moving and candid episode, Simon makes a challenging conclusion - he's just not sure he likes his mum. We discuss what made Simon feel this way, and whether there are others who, deep down, have the same feelings about their mums in this episode of My Mum Made Me.
S2 E13 · Sat, March 18, 2023
By any measure, Simon Squibb is making a success of his life. But it didn't start this way. Kicked out by his mum aged 15, Simon found himself homeless and jobless. He's now a multi-millionaire taking TikTok by storm (1 million followers) by giving away money on the street to strangers wanting to start their own businesses. In this episode we unpack the hurt and attempts to reconcile with his mum, which don't always have a happy ending.
S2 E12 · Sat, March 11, 2023
After escaping her gangster ex-boyfriend Cameron's mum throws herself into raising her two boys, at the expense of her own life, at least that's what Cameron thinks. Cameron comes to terms with his sexuality, hiding men in his closet to keep his mum from finding out. Returning to Glasgow in her latter years, Cameron's mum rediscovers her sense of self, hailing a renaissance in their relationship. In the second part of this episode, Cameron talks about starring opposite Liam Neeson, sex and silly facts about his home island, Jersey.
S2 E11 · Sat, March 04, 2023
When Cameron Moir's mum first came to London aged 18 she didn't expect to become embroiled with a senior member of the capital's gangland. After a dicey encounter, Cameron's mum escaped to the island of Jersey, bringing Cameron into the world. Now in his 30s Cameron talks Hollywood and theatre, playing opposite Liam Neeson and being catfished by Carrie Bradshaw, or was he?
S2 E10 · Fri, February 24, 2023
Linus Karp devoted the last year of his life to educating the world on how to be "jellicle" based on the Andrew Lloyd Weber movie "Cats" starring James Cordon. Now he's educating us on all things Sweden - from the traditional Swedish Christmas, the 6-week "Melodifestivalen" Eurovision contest in Sweden and the true meaning of Gratrunk. The wonderful Linus talks to Paul Reza Afshar on his mum's upbringing by a Conservative Swedish priest who kicked her out of home aged 18 and her transformation into a "Twitter gay". Mums, melodies and Princess Diana in this episode of My Mum Made Me.
S2 E9 · Sat, February 18, 2023
In this episode, part II of II, Dame Ann Limb, the first female and first gay Chair of The Scouts, talks about why she thinks her mum might have been gay, her experience living as an out woman in the 1980s and 1990s, and why Brits take a different attitude to Americans about rags to riches real life stories. (She's also met Kate, Princess of Wales, which I'm very jealous of) #mum #mom #relationships #britain
S2 E8 · Sat, February 11, 2023
The first female and first gay Chair of The Scouts in its 108-year history, Dr Dame Ann Limb speaks about her rise from a working-class neighbourhood in Manchester to being awarded a Damehood for her public service. In this episode, Ann unpacks everything from women in public life to how she thinks her mum gave up her ambitions to conform in 1950s Britain. (She's also met Kate, Princess of Wales, which I'm very jealous of) #mum #mom #relationships #britain
S2 E7 · Sat, February 04, 2023
In this touching episode #tiktok star Benny Jee opens up about how we can help #genZ understand the horrors of the #Holocaust, told through the inspiring story of his Grandad. Hear how Benny's grandad survived the Nazi's death march, staving off starvation when he found a single pea on a derelict farm. And how his mum has carried on the mantle of her father's work in making sure we #neverforget
S2 E6 · Fri, January 27, 2023
In this episode, the second of two, I ask for Andrew's help in persuading my mum not to be a human shield in Ukraine (she wants to learn Ukrainian as a 70th birthday present to herself) and we talk more about people who resist war, humanism and pacificism.
S2 E5 · Fri, January 20, 2023
Andrew Copson (Chief Executive, @HumanistsUK ) tells us about how his two great grandmothers (who saw him off to #oxforduniversity) were "unchurched" and what #humanism actually is. His mum Julia raised him in the #humanist tradition, worked as a dinner lady in his school and sent him off for a private education under the Government's Assisted Places Scheme. Andrew talks touchingly about the untimely #death of his younger brother and memories of the two of them from #childhood . Fun fact: Andrew has met #kingcharles and knows the #tigerclub song.
S2 E4 · Fri, January 13, 2023
In this touching episode Mark opens up about losing both his parents - mum during his A-Levels and Dad during his university finals (he still got a double first from Cambridge - a fact he reminded me of during our chat). Although on stage (he's a thriving comedian) punters mistake Mark for a "boy" as an adult he has taken TikTok by storm with a series of videos looking at the idiosyncracies of gay life, imaginatively called " poofsRus" . Hear more from Mark on using his comedy to cope with grief in this episode of My Mum Made Me.
S2 E3 · Sat, January 07, 2023
James Barr (Hits Radio presenter, host of A Gay and a Non Gay , and Fleur East superfan) talks about going toe to toe with GB News' Piers Morgan on protecting trans people. With his trademark saucy wit James gives us an insight into growing up gay, and what his mum (mom) said when she walked in on him and his boyfriend for the second time.
S2 E2 · Fri, December 30, 2022
When Edinburgh Fringe's Aidan Jones asked his mom about his biological dad, she told him he was a bank robber. And it wasn't a lie. His parents fell in love young but couldn't live in the same country so separated, with Aidan's dad pursuing his dream of opening a music venue in Vienna. But after discovering he'd borrowed money he couldn't pay back from the mafia, Aidan's dad unsuccessfully robbed a bank and ended up in jail. Hear the rest of the story and how Aidan found his dad with the help of his loving mum Anne in this episode of My Mum Made Me.
S2 E1 · Sat, December 24, 2022
Channel 4 TV star and successful entrepreneur Spencer Matthews opens up about the tragic death of his brother, Michael, the youngest Brit to summit Everest, and the love and memories he felt as a child. Spencer travelled with Bear Grylls to recover his brother's body, the subject of a Netflix/ Disney + documentary coming soon, and talks about the impact his dad had on his ambition as a kid. Spencer now runs a successful low-alcohol spirits company, CleanCo - and spills the secrets of his success in business in this episode of My Mum Made Me.
S2 Enull · Thu, December 22, 2022
A lot of you have been asking for more voicenotes from my mum. So here's a short snippet of one after I paid off her mortgage.
S1 E14 · Tue, September 27, 2022
In the final of this three part mini-series (III of III) Paul tells Julian the things that have been left unsaid between him and his mum, Teresa. Reflections on Teresa's girlfriends, her refusal to shake teachers' hands at school parent's evening and how reconciling the relationship with his mum helped cure Paul's depression.
S1 E13 · Tue, September 20, 2022
In the second of this no-holds-barred mini-series (II of III) Paul delves deeper into his relationship with Teresa - hoping to find answers to the question - has his mum made him? A survivor of male violence in her own family Teresa struggles to accept Paul growing from a child into a man - a conflict which, in a darkly ironic twist, comes to the fore at a female-only festival in Bradford for Muslim women. Teresa takes in a 70-year-old Jamaican refugee, who leaves after one night, and has more antics with her size 8 DMs...
S1 E12 · Tue, September 13, 2022
In this no-holds-barred episode (the first of three) the tables are turned as Paul talks about his mum, Teresa. Teresa’s wayward interventions from making Paul fashion International Women’s Day gifts at school and her presence at a peace camp in the centre of Bradford underline his eccentric childhood. Facing disadvantage at home living on welfare, things begin to look up as his mum’s new lover TJ begins to temper some of her eccentricities and the possibility for a new home and life beckons. But things go awry quickly as Teresa uncovers a dark secret.
S1 E11 · Wed, September 07, 2022
BBC funny man Lord Rajj (yes, he's actually a "Lord", well, sort of) is a comedian with a kick. Gujarati by heritage, Londoner by birth, his mum Rita heralded her arrival in the UK from India by telling people to "go away and die" at the airport (a line her brother gave Rita in case people bothered her on her journey). The comedy doesn't end there. We talk blue gods, bad jokes and buying a Lordship in this episode of My Mum Made Me.
S1 E10 · Wed, August 31, 2022
In the second half of our 2 part series on the NHS we speak with campaigner Ethan Spibey, whose mum, "Vron Vron", helped deliver hundreds of our nation's babies while working in the health service. Ethan led a successful campaign so gay men could legally give blood and it's clear where his sense of duty and right and wrong have come from. In this episode we talk coming out, carrying babies and crying in the House of Commons.
S1 E9 · Wed, August 24, 2022
As a former World Debating Champion, Lewis Iwu has many accolades to his name. But none makes him more proud than one: son of Edith, an NHS nurse of over four decades. Edith's fortitude and unquestioning dedication to caring for others has so strongly shaped Lewis, he now spends his career campaigning for social justice. In this episode, the first of two looking at how the NHS shapes us, we talk gossiping mums, cooking and campaigning.
S1 E8 · Wed, August 17, 2022
Celebrity stylist Owen Gould has worked with artists from Grimes to Kirsten Dunst, but it was his mum Donna's hair where it all started. Dana met Owen's dad in an Ashram and sent her son to "hippie summer camps" where, he found the confidence to come out. We talk gurus, Grindr haircuts and Golden Globes with Owen Gould.
S1 E7 · Wed, August 10, 2022
The BBC's Charlie Jones was once so stunned by a withering line from his mum, Po, that he changed careers. And while Po had to once sit through a play where Charlie simulated sex with a chair, their bond is unbreakable. We talk Ian McKellan, acting and that line from Po.
S1 E6 · Wed, August 03, 2022
As a teenager, Duane Forrest once brought a homeless man into his mum's house to offer him shelter and food for the night. He dreamed of seeing the world as a kid but thought it a "silly" expectation for a young black boy living in social housing. Now he's an international singer and songwriter whose mum is the "model of a woman I want to be with". The strength she showed after losing her daughter during an operation and stories of her journey from Jamaica to Canada inform Duane's unique music, and his new Edinburgh Fringe show full details here . We talk growing up poor, bashment parties and bass.
S1 E5 · Wed, July 27, 2022
NEO 10Y is a non-binary pop star whose mum fled Uganda as a child after being expelled by Idi Amin. They talk about Jay (their mum), the Last King of Scotland, and their quest to make the world...vegan.
S1 E5 · Wed, July 27, 2022
NEO 10Y is a non-binary pop star whose mum fled Uganda as a child after being expelled by Idi Amin. They talk about Jay (their mum), the Last King of Scotland, and their quest to make the world...vegan.
S1 E4 · Wed, July 20, 2022
Tom Wright's first play was about his dad's battle with alcoholism and untimely death. But it's his mum who has the untold story. In this episode, we unpack Alison's story with her loving son, Tom.
S1 E3 · Wed, July 13, 2022
BBC TV's Rochelle Dalphinis was best known on Alan Carr's Interior Design Masters for her catchphrase "champagne taste, lemonade money", but also a lack of confidence in her own talent. It's something her mum Edwardine has sought to build back up. Hear more in Episode 3 of My Mum Made Me.
S1 E2 · Wed, July 06, 2022
Kirsty's Mum Morag ran away from her foster parents aged 13 after both her parents died, going on to pioneer a system of child justice in Scotland. In a big way, Morag made Kirsty McNeill the woman she is today. (Executive Director, Save the Children)
Trailer · Fri, July 01, 2022
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S1 E1 · Wed, June 29, 2022
Actor Eamon Farren from Netflix show The Witcher talks about how his relationship with his mom, Roslyn, shaped the actor he’s become and how she fought off death to see him collect his first television award. Rosyln has now unfortunately passed and Eamon shares the beautiful memories of his beautiful mother, including how he found 'The Book of Eamon' after she had died.
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